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[25 May 2006|06:27pm] |
Wow, what a day...
I don't know how many of you know my story..
So basically my biological father left when I was really young. My mother never gave me that much info about him, because she didn't feel he was that good of a man. Well I was talking to a customer the other day, and she was saying how she found her biological dad online, and found out she had siblings and such. Well I had two that I knew of. I knew I had two sisters.
So two days ago, I started a search.
I found him.
Not only did I find him, I found one of my sisters. I sent an email to an address I got off a reverse search. I also sent a message to a person on myspace with her name..
Guess what..I got an email on MYSPACE, and it was her. I just went from being an only child, to being one of seven. I'm the third oldest. I have 6 neices and nephews.
I had sent her a message that was really vague, just asking if she was the daughter of a man named "william a roberts." I didn't really expect to hear back from her, but this morning I got an email from her saying yes, and asking me why. I tried to respond to her this morning, but myspace was down, so when I got home from work, I checked it. There was a message. The message was entitled "little sister."
I immediately started freaking out. I opened it. She knew who I was before I even told her. She said she recognized my mom and figured out who I was. She told me about all my other siblings, and all that good stuff. I got a message about two hours ago, because she saw I was online, and asked me to call her.
I just got off the phone with my big SISTER. WTF. She had to go to my NEICES graduation, but when she gets back she's getting my other sister, and brother and they're going to call me. WTF.
I had so many questions.
Apparently my dad is the man my mom made him out to be. Most of his kids have moved to get away from him. He's really into meth, and has been for about 30 plus years. He also smokes a lot of pot. He has a really bad temper, and tends to beat the fuck out of the women he was with.
Two of my sisters live next door to each other and my brother lives about a block away. I plan on going to see them soon. I really want to meet the family I never knew about. We're all really excited about meeting.
It's wierd. I'm so scared and so happy at the same time. I don't plan on telling my mom about any of this..I don't really know how she'll take it.
yeah, that's my story for the day...wierd...
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[05 Aug 2005|05:51pm] |
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HE PASSED HIS TEST! YAY ERNIE!
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[03 Aug 2005|07:12pm] |
So Ernie and I got back from San Francisco early this morning. Man what a trip. SO much driving! I put 1,500 hundred miles on my car in like..two days. Its okay though, because I got my brakes done, new rotors, a new thermostat and my radiator flushed. My check engine light finally turned off! haha. And the dude only charged me 140 dollars for it all because Esteban took me. :) The dude hooked it up! The rotors alone were 40 bucks! YAYAYAY. Anyways, so we stayed at his brothers house. I really like his brother. He took us to this really cool wine bar that he works at. We're going up there for his brothers wedding in Oct. so I was glad to meet his brother before the wedding. His brother is funny...he called us ghetto for going to outback. Apparently that isn't up to par with his pallette. hahaha.
We drove up to Sacramento on Monday so he could take his test. I dropped him off at the sacramento convention center at about 1 o' clock. I didnt really know the area so I just walked around the mall for a little while and then took a nap. I'm pretty sure he passed his test. It will be really good for him. He really knew his shit, so I have faith that he passed.
So yesterday we're walking to this Thai food restaraunt that his brother and his brothers fiancee love...and I totally jammed my foot into the sidewalk....(you know san francisco streets) it hurt...and then the pain got worse...and worse...and worse...So...Ernie carried me home...and we went to ER...I have a hairline fracture and it's sprained..( my toe that is) So yeah..I look like a huge gimp walking around right now with this stupid shoe the hospital gave me. It rocks.
Other than that...he finds out in a week if he passed...I know he did though.
I'm still waiting to hear back from Colleen about that job. They haven't made a decision yet. I am really hoping I get it. It will be the segway to my career. :) Once taht has happened everything will be done. I've paid off ALL my debt (that I owed before, I have a new one with my car....) I have a car, insurance....and hopefully a job that I like. Next will be my apt. I'll be moving into the apartments that Marissa owns. Angie lives in the one right below marissa, so it would be really cool. It's a super nice apartment too. The rent is totally worth it. It is a little more than I want to spend, but hey, I'll have my friends surrounding me. Even though Marissa is moving to Europe for 8 months to a year. It's cool. Plus..I think since Ernie will have his real estate licence..marissa said she wants him to be the apt manager when she leaves. So he'll be making extra money there. I kinda don't want to move though, too. I love where I am. But, I dont think much will change :) <3
I think I'm going to take Ernie out tonight to Celebrate. :) I'm sure he'll enjoy that. :) That's why he loves me :)
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[30 Jul 2005|04:28pm] |
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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
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You stupid bitch......
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Now you've done it!
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[16 Jul 2005|06:39pm] |
I'm in Chino Hills for the next couple days.
My grandma had a stroke on friday, which led to further complications. She passed away yesterday morning at 3:30 am. My mom called me at about 6:30, and told me the news. When she had a stroke friday, I drove down here, took a couple days off work and went to see her everyday. The first day was hard, yet better than the other days. She seemed to respond to me, and although she couldn't talk (she couldn't move her whole right side) She still made faces at me, and would nod on occasion. I went back Sunday, to see her. She was a little responsive. It just sat there crying, holding her hand. She would come in and out of it....and would see me crying and just stare. She'd start to hiccup which, to me...indicated that she was crying, but couldn't because she was half paralyzed. It hurt so much to see her like that. She would try and talk, and get frustrated that no one understood her. If you know my grandma, you'll know...she was a mouthy broad, and I'm sure it hurt her to not be able to respond.
The funeral is monday. My family from idaho is coming down....My uncle was here last week to come see her, but left wed. It's basically juust going to be small...My fucking aunt decided not to tell anyone she wont be attending her own mothers wedding. Probably a good idea, since she stole my grandmothers wedding rings right off her hand. Fucking cunt. I swear to god if I ever see that woman again.....
anyways, just wanted to update...
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[06 Jul 2005|02:14pm] |
I've never had someone say "I love you" and mean it.
It was beautiful.
I love him.
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[18 Jun 2005|04:23pm] |
So I was supposed to go hang out with him Saturday of two weeks ago. I got out of work way late, so I couldn't go say hi. Him and the rest of the boys were having a party, but I figured I'd see him that week.
Karl called me on Monday asking if I had seen him. I said no. I sent him a text asking if he was okay. No response. He wasn't always the quickest at getting back at text messages anyway. I found out yesterday, they found him in a ditch on the side of the road. Apparently he hit a curb, him and the bike flew, and..he didn't make it. Bobby didn't make it. I still cant believe it.
RIP Bobby. You were a good kid.
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[29 May 2005|12:02pm] |
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On tuesday. I am buying my first car from a dealership! No cosigner, no nothing. ALL ME! I'm proud of the things i've accomplished this year. I've paid off everything. Now the only thing I will have is a car payment and insurance. WOO HOO.
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[07 Apr 2005|01:49pm] |
Interview!!
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[03 Jan 2005|06:43pm] |
I absolutely adore my life, and the people in it.
It makes me giggle.
I'm caught up on all my bills for the first time in my life. My credit Card is almost paid off, (even though I keep charging shit on it heh..) My roommate is fucking amazing (I still haven't given you your christmas present..maybe tonight I'll just give you one half of it..I still cant find another half that I like...), and my day is going fabulous. My month is going fabulous.
And I love my mom.
Thank you dear friend, for making me laugh today. :) You made my day. It's going to be fabulous!!!
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[17 Dec 2004|03:58pm] |
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I love customers who leave me a 45 dollar tip on a 30 dollar check. That's rad! yay for random nice customers!
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[28 Jul 2004|01:34pm] |
My foot is almost back to normal size. It's still purple, but the swelling has gone down A LOT.
Casey and I get to go apt hunting. John said if she doesn't want to stay where she is, she can get whatever apt she wants, and he'll pay for it. crazy. So at the end of next month.....:)
I get the next two days off. Score. Ernie and I will probably do our usual bar night tomorrow night. Ricky wants me to go with him to Hillcrest on Sunday, because it's gay pride, but I'm not too sure about that. We'll see.
Okay, off to change for work. Ciao people
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[26 Jul 2004|09:40pm] |
HAHAHA. I totally sprained my foot. It's big and purple and lovely. :) I'm a gimp.
what's even funnier is telling people how I did it.
I will post pictures from that night sometime soon.
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[23 Jul 2004|11:07am] |
My mom says I'm the only person, who can fall in shit, and come up smelling like roses.
Casey and I are moving in together....and John Moores is going to be paying our rent. (He owns the Padres..just as an fyi) ARE YOU KIDDING ME. I WILL BE RENT FREE! I can pay off all my bills, get out of debt, and live PHAT!
OMG...I think I'm going to die of enthusiasm.
It'll be like living at home, but not.
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
OMG OMG OMG.
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[21 Jul 2004|07:26pm] |
I'm so excited about tomorrow.
I'm going to help ricky out earlier in the morning, and then he's taking me to lunch. Probably somewhere in Hillcrest, which is cool, cuz I love it. I love having gay friends. THey're great. He's the sweetest guy too. :) Not the best taste in men, but its cool. ;)
Then Ernie and I are going to watch the sunset....and prolly go dancing. :)
I cant wait til friday either. Ricky might come to that too. I told him we were having a girls night and he should come, so after his bowling he probably will. :) STOOOOKED.
I got kinda scared.....about my future, and what's going to happen to me in the futute. Turns out...it's going to turn out just awesome. I don't have an ounce of worry anymore. I smiled today, and I really really meant it.
I have the best friends.
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[20 Jul 2004|04:49pm] |
Freaking score.
My coworker switched with me on Friday, so we're going to have a girls night at annas house. :) I'm so excited. Chillin with my girls, drinking beer, and men bashing :) I'm excited. Casey..you better come over right when you get off work!!
Ricky called today,and he's going to stay later so we can talk. I think something happened to him this week,so I told him we can talk. He said he had major issues.
I talked to my mommy yesterday, and I am trying to talk her into coming to our girls night. How fun would that be!? I miss my mom. I think her and Ernie share part of a brain, they always call at the EXACT SAME TIME. It's wierd.
Thursday Ernie and I are going to watch the sunset on Mt Soledad. I'm excited. :)
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[19 Jul 2004|04:19pm] |
Ernie and I had a picnic yesterday. It was pretty cute. He tried taking me to this bridge, but there were people there, so we decided we didn't want to be around people. So we went to this park, that is right near where I lived in Mission Valley. I actually didn't even know it was a park. It apparently was a mission, and now its a museum. It's huge! It was fun though. <3
this week was pretty much like last week. After Ernie gets back from his trip, I think I might actually get two days off a week! SCORRRRRRRRE. Not that working 50+ hours a week isn't fun, but, actually doing stuff would be nice.
I really want to go see Anna more too. Wow is she going through a lot. I want to help her out, but I don't know how. =/ I love her.
yeah, I think that's all.
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[13 Jul 2004|09:38pm] |
It's so weird to catch up with old friends. I found out this girl I used to be good friends with is 7 months pregnant. I don't feel old enough to have friends that have babies. She still seems so young to me. I guess that's part of growing up.
I've been getting anxiety attacks again. I need to go get more medication, as soon as I can afford another doctors visit. I'm gonna try getting on birth control too. Hm. Sometimes, I just get scared, that I'm not going to make it in life. Like, I'm going to lose. But it's not a game.
Lately I think I've been overanalyzing things. I wasn't for a very long time, but now, I'm starting to wonder. I'm ready to take on more.
Life has started, I just need to catch up.
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